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you were buried in my bones
deep in the marrow
in the plasma of my cells
on my skin, in every follicle
you were buried in my bones
just spreading like cancer
had to give you up, but you only got stronger
you're the poison I don't need
you never did anything for me
you're the vice I can't defeat
you're never gonna leave the back of my head
I washed the smell of you out of my hair
but you're still here and there
I thought I had you out of my veins
but there's still traces that remain
you were getting so close
you were never going away
had to fight twice as hard
but you're still there in my veins
you made me want to burn my body
gasoline in my mouth
you made me wanna be somebody else
when I thought I had myself figured out
I washed the smell of you out of my hair
but you're still here and there
I thought I had you out of my veins
but there's still traces that remain
you're the poison I don't need
you never did anything for me
you're the vice I can't defeat
you're never gonna leave the back of my head
I washed the smell of you out of my hair
but you're still here and there
I thought I had you out of my veins
but there's still traces that remain
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2. |
Godzilla vs. Mathra
04:14
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only know bad luck
always stuck between
who i am
who im supposed to be
always do what im told
who the fuck do i have to please
never given anything
and i cant sleep with the light on
keeps me up awake with my thoughts
and i cant speak with all their voices
has me screaming crying for help
and i cant sleep with the light on
keeps me up awake with my thoughts
and i cant speak with all their voice
has me screaming crying for help, crying for you
and what do i do if i cant see you
in the daylight i only see you in my dreams
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3. |
Et tu, Larry?
06:51
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pine for what does not exist
i feel nothing
let's stay up late and talk about my fear of death and how it doesn't exist
it is nothing
there's nothing i'd rather be than asleep
wake up, re-imagine everything
there's nothing i'd rather be than asleep
wake up, re-imagine everything
there's nothing i'd rather be than asleep
wake up, re-imagine everything
everything, everything
and i feel nothing
but i see everything
i used to think dreams ended when you opened your eyes
and now i know they last for longer than the subconscious state of mind
and every night i fall in love with the made up friends in my head
and i pray every night i'll see them again
that i can see them again
and i can see them again
i feel nothing
but i see everything
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4. |
Et tu, Part 2
01:13
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5. |
Cigarettes and Listerine
02:23
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i fucking hate you
and i hate me too
tonight ill wanna kiss you
tomorrow i wont miss you
just like a cigarette,
this is so dragged out
i wanna know you
i wanna know me too
tonight ill wanna kiss you
tomorrow i wont miss you
just like a cigarette,
this is so dragged out
smoke between us
silence will kill us
smoke between us
silence will kill us
its not your interests,
its if youre interesting
ill take my cigarettes,
you take your listerine
i fucking hate you
and i hate me too
smoke between us
the silence will always kill us
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6. |
Bored Games
04:02
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admit youre wrong, i dare you
you let your pride sit on your tongue, like the drugs you love so much
is it so hard to swallow? do you like the taste of brought out struggle
i hope the guilt, it lingers
run away, like you always do
let your selfish heart go where desire wants
stay away, stay away from us
i will never give you what you want
you dont deserve it, you dont deserve it
gray stars make you blind,
is it so damn hard to swallow all your pride?
you pity us, pity yourself
you don't deserve it, you don't deserve
run away, like you always do
let your selfish heart go where desire wants
stay away, stay away from us
i will never give you what you want
you dont deserve it, you dont deserve it
run away, like you always do
let your selfish heart go where desire wants
stay away, stay away from us
i will never give you what you want
you dont deserve it, you dont deserve it, you dont deserve it
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you see right through me, but i can hide most of the time
if i admit, what im feeling, you wont even try
dont wanna cry in front of you
its embarrassing for me too
analyze me
do i make it easy
ill tell what i want, stow away what i know
give and take, thats how it always goes
dont wanna cry in front of you
its embarrassing for me too
patronize me
do i make it easy
transparency is what i need, thats what he said to me
if i show you everything, youll never unsee
transparency is what i need, thats what he said to me
if i show you everything, youll never unsee
dont wanna cry in front of you
its embarrassing for me too
analyze me
do i make it easy
dont wanna cry in front of you
its embarrassing for me too
patronize me
do i make it easy
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8. |
Edith
04:42
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goodbye for now
I guess I'll see you around
hands are cold
breath stops
our last words
your last thoughts
never was fair for us
but you're sleeping easier now
goodbye sleep tight
you fought your best fight
hands are cold
breath stops
our last words
your last thoughts
never was fair for us
but you're sleeping easier now
stay
for the next thirty years
stay
grow old and be here
hands are cold
breath stops
our last words
your last thoughts
never was fair for us
but you're sleeping easier now
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